It is still beyond my grasp and it will always remain this way - WHEREFORE. And I'll miss you for there is no other way. For you spoiled me with your presence. And the realm will discord your death as it was your best performance. "...but it's brute..." Now I'll be able to watch it inside-out and in slow motion. "...how can it be?.." Even with dirt in mouth you can evoke such susceptibilities! You rose and left. And once again I'm here with those drivellers... for they said 'it'll get better', and it doesn't. They said 'give it time!', and soon I'll be pushing daisies. And let's play Who's More - for I could purvey for a hundred parched. Except they all have seen the sea already...

But again I'm forth. O, music, adieu. For there is no other way.

Because I knew - when you go, I go hand in hand. And so you did.

Incubus...

The realm is filled with touch again. Once more you're playing the requiem. Whilst I'm fallen by the grand, clawed to your leg. I hail but the lips are sealed... and fingers stuck together. What happens now?.. "...so lurid!.."

I cried a river... I cried so...

"Get angry, dearest, with yourself." You're telling me but I'm only cross with you. And your god. For you said... dearest...

But again I'm forth...

in memoriam